So let me just say how excited I was to be tagged in Sarah's
This Unfinished Life to post 25 random things about myself. I was feeling really insecure tonight and it made me smile to be included in her list :)
So here goes...
1: I often feel like the "black sheep" when in a group, interestingly enough because I'm too liberal for my conservative friends and too conservative for my liberal friends.
2: The only time I don't feel like a black sheep is when I'm with Andy, because he and I are the same type of sheep. But then I wonder, does everyone feel like a black sheep?
3: Sheep is a funny word.
4: Sometimes, I watch youtube videos of kittens to cheer myself up.
5: I have a wavering relationship with the institution of the Catholic Church, but an unwavering relationship with God.
6: I am obsessed with nuns, and am periodically haunted by the thought that I may be called to become one. (I'm not, I simply admire their strength and grace)
7: I have never been drunk, and the temptation to drink does not exist within me. I think that part of my brain never developed. Thank God.
8: I am afraid that I will one day find myself homeless, in more ways than one.
9: I don't know if I want to go to grad school.
10: I have a lot of love to give, but it is extremely focused love. I'm not a people pleaser in the grand sense. I seek the approval of my family and a limited group of cherished friends only. Very limited.
11: I am neurotically punctual and cheap. I'm working on it, and slowly improving in both areas.
12: There was a short time in my life when I was not burdened with thoughts about my body's imperfections, and I miss it.
13: In college, I've acquired enough confidence to recognize what I deserve and to not compare myself to other girls.
14: There are three prayers in my life that were answered after the fervent recitation of a rosary. I believe in the power of prayer.
15: I love the movie Zoolander.
16: I bought a UPenn wallet and felt like a traitor, but I'm sorry TCNJ, UPenn is just a better lover than you.
17: I like to personify places.
18: I miss my grandmother every day.
19: I worry that my future children will not get to meet their grandfather, the same way that I didn't. Isn't drinking grand?
20: I need to let go of a lot of bitterness.
21: I felt the first tickings of my biological clock this week. Uh-oh.
22: I hope to one day visit Jerusalem.
23: I want to name my son Ezekiel because it's a kick-ass sounding Bible name. Or Enoch. Or Malachi.
24: I don't care about the Phillies, at all. I care about the Flyers a little.
25: I stopped eating sweets for Lent this year, but gave up after a homily in which the priest said, "Lent isn't about giving up Hershey kisses!"...hehe, works for me.